Saturday, May 5, 2012

The company of myself

I can do what i like, do what i may and do what i wish. .
Never again do i have to please or to praise. .

Living just for myself and never for anyone else,
it became much easier on me and my heart. .

But still, i've longed for someone to be by my side. . .

Monday, April 30, 2012

MayDay

I'm an april's fool for you. .

Maybe someday, we'll be together during mayday. .

You never need me. . .

A rainbow in the night sky

No one ever saw it. .
But i know it's always there. .
For me, at least. . .

My thoughts, as usual. .
The only way to describe it is a passing train. .
That feeling you get,
jittery yet makes me feel calm,
puts me on the edge yet reminds that i'm alive. .
The gush of wind sends loose parts of your hair and clothes to flow along. .
That feeling, you can never get it elsewhere. . .

Should i, or should i not?. .
It's something that's look down upon here,
but . . . .
so much thoughts, so much decisions, so much possibilities. .
It'll never end. .

As always, i'm nobody. .

Monday, April 23, 2012

Your Mistakes

I can hear myself being Deaf,
I can see myself being blind,
I can say that i'm losing my voice. .

Not one more who knows you. . .